i’m not talking to you; i’m talking to myself.
sometimes i don’t listen to myself, so i listen to you to see if i’m saying what i mean—and i look at you to see if i mean what say. in this way, i use you, as if it’s about you, but it never is. it’s always about me.
i’m always talking to myself.
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(…teaching what i need to learn and learning that it’s not as easy as i would make it seem or have you believe.)
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